agh... was posting and then blogger logged me out...actually happened twice, but i got smart and copied and pasted...
i'm tired...so yeah bedtime soon
watching nfl preview...pretty exciting, plus the illini play at home this weekend, so a lotta football goin' down
agh, as per issues realizing from the sermon at lg that i fail to address some issues and ignore them and additionally my attempts to resolve issues are all selfishly motivated. gotta really think abou these things
also realizing that letting other people share their opinion while holding your own back is really difficult. i feel like denying myself the freedom to express myself is repressed...then i realize that interrupting and forcing my own opinion in the discussion is really a repressive move towards others. there's just so much to think about...
just a quote to think about, not even from a Christian source, but a deep thinker nonetheless...
"We tend to flatter ourselves, then criticize ourselves, without ever really getting acquainted with ourselves. We go hot and cold, we're on again, off again, in a stormy love-hate relationship with our own selves. When our hearts stray, and we do things we really don't really intend, say things we don't really mean, we cover it up and we lie to ourselves and we grow distant from... our own damn selves"
-Tatsuya Ishida